2oo4 has been a fruitful year for me. lots of happenings and all. a year which helped me grow and experience. its really a tough year though, where i cry and laugh. my year has been unlucky, almost completely. i see many things in life which make me understand there are lots of things in this world that money cant buy. relationships.. kinship.. friendship. having such wonderful classmates around with me, and my teachers especially mrs ang, mr koh, ms salinah and ms lee. they gave me a lot of support when im in my defeatist mood. i didnt fare well in my studies, mostly in the first semester. glad that i have my shifus with me, kahheng and longcheng. they taught me with patience. thats how i become what i am now. i remember the days when i cried in class. im not a crybaby though.. im a girl who doesnt cry in school. hah. and i cried in school which made that day unforgettable for me. its when my cousin warded in hospital and i spent most of my week there, taking care of my cousin. the pain was unbearable but i knew what he went through was something we couldnt feel. mrs ang, my four years teacher. she's the one who understands me and sees me grow for these four entire years. i remember i was really quiet on that particular day and she consoled me. her hug made me feel the warmth in her and all. mr koh, without him, i suppose i wouldnt do well in my maths at all. hes a great teacher i could say. always make sure that 100% of the class will pass. and ms lee. in everyone's eyes, she's a strict and fierce teacher. but if you got to understand her more, she's actually a gentle, elegant and nice teacher. yupps. and i love her. as for ms salinah, she's always there to help. and i remember she'll always make sure that im fine. (: reyner, a good classmate of mine, always there listening to my sorrows. sadly, everyone's going to a different school soon. but i hope ten years down the road. we'll still in contact with each other yeah.

besides. what i experience in this year is just problems, problems and problems. im so glad that there are friends with me still. especially lizhen and sherman. a big thank you yah? you are there without fail every step of the way and someone that i can unload my feelings no matter how negative they can be. so i suppose. without you two. hah. i cant imagine what i am now. oh wells.

just hope 2oo5 will be a better year for me, and for you people too yah? (: school startinn. brrooom! and the results. eeeks. its like getting nearer and nearer. bahh. oh yes. talk about yesterday. saw xianzhi on my way to je. and chatted with him in the bus. then met up with my seniors clique again and had dinner at a chinese restaurant. then played pool till about 9pm went to meet zhenguang, jinhong, lianhong, weisiong, jiting and julye. watched MEET THE FOCKERS! yes finally. its hilarious! haas. oh my. i love the baby lots! then um. chatted on the phone with felicia for two hours! mum didnt say anything cause its like 4 years since i last chatted with felicia, my primary school super best friend. =DD chatted till 1.30am or smth. its like never in my life ill talk on the phone till so late. she's going ac )= ahhs adding to my pain. as in. i got rejected you see. and upon hearing that she's going ac too, i feel so urgh. if we got into the same sch, we could still go for recess and all. alrights im dreamin. but its really sad kaes. ahh. anyways. long entry here. its been a long time since i last wrote a long entry aint it. =P happy 2oo5. byebye 2oo4.

oh yes! take note. i've uploaded the pics which i took from overseas/chalet/prom night etc. its under galleria. (: look out for the album title. most on the second page. and yes. my sister coming home today. ahh. im so bored without her )= mwahaha. i received a sms from ms lee too. hahas yeahs i was thrilled upon receiving her msg. (: happy new year!